Once upon a time, I knew exactly what I wanted and I was happy.

Then along came society and told me that I needed to find what I wanted in the real world to be a real man.

So for many years I became more and more sad, because I didn't have what I wanted in the real world.

I was sad because I dated and had sex with many women but could not find what I wanted.

In fact, what I found, was definitely not at all what I wanted.

The drama, the chains, the demands, the expenses, the limitations, the expectations, the infidelity, the lack of loyalty, the dishonesty, these are not at all what I wanted.

So then society said to me, that if I want to have what I wanted in the real world, then I had to be a better man.

Only the best men get to have what I wanted.

So I became even more sad because I thought that I had failed as a man.

No matter how many years went by, no matter how much money I made, no matter how hard I worked, no matter how much I could lift, no matter how successful I was in the real world.

Society kept saying that only the best man could have what I wanted and I wasn't good enough.

So I felt like a failure as a man and I was even more sad.

Then finally one day I reached enlightenment.

I realized society as a whole, is just a bunch of bullshit.

I looked around me at my fellow man and realized that none of them had what I wanted either.

There are tons of men out there that also want what I want.

And these men already knew that what we wanted cannot be found in the real world.

These men make video games.

And when I play them, I am happy once again.