I have alopecia so a lot of my hair is missing, and I am patches of white. I am eating at the dining hall alone as usual when I notice that a girl sitting on another table facing me is whispering to her friend while doing her best to contain her laughter. Immediately, her friend turns to look directly at me. She then turns around so I can't see her face, but by the look of the other girl's reaction, it's quite clear that they were making fun of me.

Firstly, I was astonished by the blunt shameless behavior of these girls. How do you look someone in the face and then turn and laugh? I would never do that to another woman let alone another man. It is rude. If a guy made fun of another guy, that guy would be able to defend his honor and talk some shit or even table chair his ass, but being in UC Santa Cruz, a crockpot of the dumbest Silicon Valley Daddy's girls, I began to realize that in this situation, where a woman humiliates a man, the man has absolutely no way of seeking amends, due to the insanely unpredictable range of female overreaction and administrative correspondence to tend to their needs over mine.

For example, I could go over there and tell them what they just made fun of was an autoimmune disorder and that those shallow low-life Kardashian worshipping cunts could burn in hell, and all they would have to do if they didn't like that is pull out their phones and record me. They could report me for unwanted attention or verbal abuse or any other frightening possibility on the slippery slope I was on while contemplating my own reaction to this.

Next, I was fuming over the fact that I have been ridiculed over an autoimmune disorder. I have an insane amount of friends that are guys. Actually, all of my friends are guys simply because women here don't see any worth in me. That's fine. My friends are diverse and awesome. Skaters, surfers, tattoo artists, speedrunners, undocumented immigrants, nature hikers, game programmers, former gang member turned basketball coaches just to name a few of their backgrounds. Seriously, my friends are the most interesting and amazing people. My hair has never been an issue. I don't think I've ever been in a situation where another guy didn't want to associate with me, because I didn't have hair. So, why the hell are girls doing this even when I'm just a poor stranger to them? I understand that if I were to approach them in a way that can be assessed as romantic pursuit then it is totally fair for me to be on the chopping block on my looks, but come on. Seriously. WTF.

This also happened a few years back when I was in line at the movies and a group of these dumb blondes (high schoolers) started a snapchat story by saying something along the lines of "stranger alertt" and used the front view camera to basically get a selfie with my face in the background.. At that time, my self-esteem was utterly in the toilets, and I could not find an ounce of worth to defend myself, but it seems to me that I've been walked all over in these two cases by women I have not even been pursuing. So yes, women are not doing this in response to negative stimuli, they are actually performing action on their own will. This is not reaction. This is action.

It's just another reason why MGTOW is so exciting to me. Women are constantly told not to appease to the ideals of men. Why is the same not being said for the young men, the boys, the kids? Why is the opposite actually true? Males have to fit into impossible female ideals of hypergamy, docility, and masculinity. My takeaways from these two experiences are simple and not news: Women today commit without consequence. Whether it's in marriage or a crime or a charming form of public ridicule, women can do whatever they want and rarely face the consequences of their actions. I think this is a big problem that women aren't aware of or refuse to acknowledge (who the fuck knows if its former or latter). An analogy my older cousins like to use is bicyclists. They hate bicyclists on automobile roads. Bicyclists can transform their privileges and rights between automobile and pedestrian, because they are both and not both. They tell me how infuriating it is to see a cyclists not stop on a stop sign. Women today act like both children and adults, but get tried as children when doing wrong and glorified as grown ups when doing right.

I don't know what needs to be done in order for a spade to get called a spade, but I just feel like I needed to share this story to highlight the utter decay of female behavior.