I consider myself as an ex PUA. I learned game but later developed my own style and was highly successful. I would say people highly respected me for being the one guy here that no one knew but had many girls. Its actually so easy to get laid.

I remember times where i had like five or more fuck buddies and i often lost count because i still a had new women. The women knew who i was and i didnt care what they thought about me. Every woman talked about me having all these women and i never even replied - lol. But it could see it turned them on. Basically i was driven into it after a breakup that exhausted me because of the usual bullshit and ruined me and i thought fuck it now after 8 years of LTR im gonna fuck the world - and so did i.

I found it funny that it snowballed so well. I consider myself not as too good looking, but good looking. Im not hyper social and im more a lone wolf because my ideas and thoughts are quite original and i prefer not to stick to any group of retarded friends - lol. I despise low intelligence and group thinking in general turns me off. I often feel like people behave like animals and its mostly true. And in groups you often find the most stupid individuals.

I could teach almost anyone how to get laid like crazy. But is that really what you want?

But here it is: On the way i was like what the fuck are women even thinking? As soon as they had me in bed a couple times they always tried to find out how much money i make. Funny enough, i am on welfare because of my disease, so i often slept till evening and went out because i thought i would maybe die anyway. This mindset was also powerful in the sense that i would have not much respect and it was a huge turn on for women. Believe it or not.

So they were often shocked that i lived in a cheap student home which was quite low quality and i could sense they saw i wouldnt provide them with any money or something like that. I made a strong first impression with the way i interacted with them and talked with them yet my apartment was minimalistic - i had the best game but the worst resources that women "need" so only the women that were interested in my personality and knowledge stayed - funny enough those ladies got a lot healthier and are thankful for what theyve learned. Other even tried to get benefits from me in that area but i never teached them anything because the gold digging was too obvious.

The rest of the girls is what i see as a senseless sea of pussy. It was like an endless stream of porn and jerking of. Sure it was a cool time but when you finally know what most women want you feel kind of sick of them. I even didnt want to fuck them anymore because it just turned me off that most of them are so dumb to buy my game like sugar but then being turned off by the minimalistic way that i live aka "i cant get any money from you".

So i evaded the last five or six girls in a row and asked myself at one point if im just sick of it. I learned a lot from this too.

Funny enough the prettiest girls like HB8-9 were the ones that wouldnt even call or text me back anymore if i told them in on welfare. Its so fucking funny. So in the beginning i learned this lesson and fooled them LOL - to get what i wanted and to see if they would stick around. Everytime i would tell them more about me or the truth i would lose them so quick. So if i wanted to end it with one woman i just had to tell her im on welfare and im having a rare disease. The latest girls have all been deleted from my phone so i wouldnt waste my time anymore. Along the way two women wanted me in an LTR and i said NO. Surely they got mad at me LOL

I really lived the PUA dream like no one else in this town, thats for sure. I actually really lived and and didnt write my stories down in forums and didnt waste my time in forums because i realized those people were just holding me back. Game is incredible simple. I have no idea how people can fall for the idea that its complex.

Now i just wanna live my dreams and do the things im talented/good in and not focus on women anymore. I need to improve my health more and i already did that quite a bit but have still a lot of work to do. I feel strange writing this. But its true. Im not toally avoiding women but i see most of them for what they are.

I wonder if anyone here has come a similar way? Im 31 and single for 2 yrs now.