I'm 20 yrs old I no longer have a job, no money, no car, nothing. I graduated from highschool with far less than what I'm capable of gpa. I dont know what I want to do. I've considered joining the marine corps I'm currently in the DEP (delayed entry program) but my Dads really had to convince me. I don't like the idea of being told what I'm to be doing with myself for the next 4 years plus an extra 4 of inactive duty. I'm living with my Dad right now we're dirt ass poor otherwise I'd probably be in college. I really fucked up through highschool by just blowing everything off to get laid and get stoned with "buddies". I'm at a stand still I can't sleep at night, I can't think about anything other than the impending doom I have to face if I join the Marines. If anyone has any advice or similar life experience I'd be very open to suggestions and willing to consider your thoughts. I know that I should be making decisions for myself but I'm in a serious rut. Been through alot of shit and I'm willing to work my butt off if anyone knows anything that could help.