The title essentially says it all.

While I was convulsing and gasping for breath in the pit of psychosis, my mind convinced me it was divine intervention for her to enter my life and she garnered the questions I’ve been seeking in my journey.. It wasn’t love or anything sexual at all, I simply “knew” that she was going to be pivotal in my pursuit of the truth and genuine happiness.

Once reality and my senses began to return, I shot her over a few manic texts going into great depth what I had experienced.

Although my intentions were pure, I can tell I spooked her.. I truly didn’t intend to consume that level of LSD and I’m never the one to display affection digitally.

I already apologized and did my best to articulate what occurred from an objective standpoint; which she was receptive to and not outwardly judgmental. Though she wants to give it time.

Do I go complete radio silence? Or maybe send her a song/article sporadically in a casual manor?

Despite my altered perception from heavy psychedelic use.. She is definitely LTR material and I do not want to fuck this one up.