Yeah I’ve never had a committed relationship. It makes me feel like shit considering most of my friends are in relationships. There are aspects of being single that I like. I’ve fucked 18 guys before, and I’m glad I have the freedom to do that. But I have a lot of love to give and I can’t believe no one my age wants to commit. Like not a single soul wants me. Everyone just wants to do me. I’m so lucky that I’m pretty hot but like I envy the less attractive people who are in loving relationships. That way you can tell their partners love them for their personality and not just their looks. I’m mentioning this because my looks aren’t the problem. Neither is my confidence. I wanna know what is. I don’t know what I do that makes guys not want to commit to me. And furthermore, I don’t feel complete without someone. I personally believe that I’m half, and that I’m supposed to find my other half. That’s what my mum always taught me. What do you guys think about that?

God I’m so lonely lol

Edit: ALRIGHT since I had a promiscuous past people have gone and messaged me accusing me of being a troll. I can assure you guys that I am not. I was acting lecherous throughout my first semester of college because a) I had so much freedom, finally and b) something extremely traumatic happened to me right when college was about to start that caused me to act out. I am now ready to settle down and have a real relationship. But now having read part of the FDS handbook, I’ve realised that I need to work on myself first before I enter a relationship. I’m totally ready, but not ready enough. I need to manifest that queen energy that the rest of you guys have, and then I’ll return sometime soon. Thanks everyone for your kind responses and I’ll catch you on the flip side 🤙🏽💗