I’m in high school and I cheated on my girl on Valentine’s last year after she pissed me off and didn’t give me my gift on time. I called her a bitch and said I gave it to another girl. After that I just used her for sex and shit until she caught on from her friends and then she said I don’t care about her I took the bait and chased a little then she said don’t talk to me so I just blocked her. Since she was mad. But recently I got jealous after seeing her with her ex. And I started talking to her again I said I apologize and I won’t do the shit again and missed her and love her. She said she needs to see if she can trust me.

I don’t really mean what I said Tbh I just want to fuck. But how do I gain her trust back after such shit treatment do I be nice. She said I was rude and Mean.