I did a bodybuilding show got really lean, and came top 3. But now i've stopped all the drugs (using clen/ketoifien 40mcg for 8 weeks, test 500mg pw and igf lr3 50mcg ed) and have been focusing on my degree. This has caused me to gain a lot of weight. Espically on my abs and love handles. My face is still lean though. I lift 6 times a week but have reduced cardio to only twice a week. Got blood tests done last week, everything is normal. My diet is pretty good, no junk food and alot of greens.

Why am i gaining weight? Its causing me to get insecure about my body. When i fuck girls they all comment on how much fatter i look then my photos. I'm still big 85kgs 5'10. I sleep really late around 3 am but get roughly 9 hours of sleep. I take pre workout and taurine, arginine and carnitine before gym. I was doing a cut for a fight but pulled out cause i wont make the weigh in. I'll have to start the gear again most likely in a couple months. Anyone else rebound after a massive cut for ages? How can i reduce my anxiety from my body image? Fucken sucks having to be lean year round on drugs.