I was sleeping with a girl I met on tinder for 3 months, from the start we were both very clear that it was just sex and nothing more, Eventually we started meeting up a few times a week and spending a lot of time together, she then called it off because she was starting to feel attached, we agreed to just be friends. 2 days pass and she comes over and we end up having sex anyway then just carry on as normal.

I started to become a bit concerned because she was telling me about how her friend was pregnant and how she was disappointed because she was hoping that at this point in her life shed 'd be with a guy and ready to settle down with kids. A few weeks later she had her contraceptive implant taken out but kept on wanting to do it without a condom. She'd just ram it in before we had a condom ready and then would say 'one time won't hurt.' But I always pulled out and put one on.

One night I'm at hers, she was in the shower, the whole time she was in the shower I just had this gut feeling something bad was going to come from this. I say there for 20 minutes thinking it through then when she came out of the shower I just said I didn't want to carry on with her, I explained that it was because I was planning on leaving the country soon, which isn't a lie because I am and have always been open with her about it. She was gob smacked and absolutely gutted. If I'm completely honest I was getting attached to her, it actually felt like breaking up with a girl friend. She asked me to not contact her or go into her place of work, she also removed me from all social media, she said it was so she wouldn't be tempted to talk to me. I haven't contacted her, admittedly I looked at some of her social media accounts, an explosion of selfies and a cheeky underwear shot which is something she'd never posted online before.

That all happened 3 weeks ago, the other day I'm scrolling through tinder and she pops up, I had a look and her profile said 'if you want nudes, you have to pay' and had a link to a cam girl site. And I don't know why but it really just bothered me and I can't quite process it. I don't know if I feel relief, or if I'm gutted that I'm not annoyed that I'm not seeing her anymore? I'm still currently trying to digest TRP, can someone kick my ass and put this into perspective for me?