But I'm also losing desire to create and work on my career. I'm an artist and can't make shit.

I'm working out still and bettering my self. But my brain is fuckin stuck on social media mode. My brain has become dribble from years of this dumb phone shit. I'm trying to break that cycle. I just feel like I need a month in a log cabin or some shit.

My dopamine receptors are fried or some shit