I don't know.

I wake up, 5:15 AM, the first thoughts of anxiety and self hate invade my mind within seconds. Everything is silent, in the student residency I'm living, everyone is sleeping.

I go to the dinning room, I eat my breafkast, lonely and in silent, then I pick up my gym bag and leave the building, and even if I live in one of the most populated cities on my country, everything is silent and lonely.

I'm at the gym, I don't know why I go anymore, I hate seeing myself in mirrors but I just do my thing and head to my job, where I spend the next 10 hours.

As soon as I can go I rush to the train just to get to class, and leave at 22PM, get to home prepare my gym bag and meals and head to bed in what has been another empty day.

Being isolated and lonely for too long can drive any men in to the deepest of the depressions, that and balding has been my death.

I can't blame TRP, at the end of the day it won't work with everyone, no matter how much effort he puts, it will only work if you are at least average(see example 1, example 2).

Balding brings your sexual market value to -10, having nothing to compensate it for.

I've been denied of a lot of pleasures and experiences of my youth, for something I can't control, being a minority of bald men.

Yes, even if it sounds bitchy I wish to understand or experience what it feels like being attractive for a day, feeling desired.

Sorry for wasting your time.