The other day while I was scrolling through Facebook and came across the "Suggested Friends" tab, I saw that an old crush from Junior High and High School got married, and from the looks of it, has already hit the wall before thirty. So yeah, back in the day when I was in junior high and high school, I was conditioned to be a simp to where you would be considered a "loser" if you were single, and for some reason I happened to be a simp to her to where I did manage to ask her out to one of the school dances in the eighth grade, but as the years lead to high school, she started dating other guys from different schools (which of course as someone who was blue pilled, made me jealous while also catching oneitis). After I have graduated from high school, I was still going through this blue pill conditioning to where I still believed in this fantasy that I needed to be in a relationship during my college years, but during my last semester of college (Fall 2019), that was when I started to find peace with myself after taking the red pill and decided to go my own way just before COVID hit the following year.

After I had learned that she got married, I honestly didn't feel any since of envy at all, due to the fact that I have developed more as a person, but also knowing that I have dodged a "BIG" bullet, since she had let herself go. Of course, she use to be in good shape back in high school, but as time went on, she appeared to have expanded in some areas. As someone who has been single for the majority of my life, I am now currently in a better position to where I am finally put use to my Bachelors in Computer Science, and hope to make full use it to become an officer in the Space Force, focus on enjoying my hobbies, develop on my side projects and hustles (and maybe turn them into businesses), mastering my skills on investing in stocks, crypto, and real estate, and travel to different countries around the world.

To those who are new to the red pill and happen to come across this post, keep in mind that the woman you have had a crush on during your years in high school is not yours, just your turn, and should never be the focus due to the possibilities that would occur in the long term.