I am mostly redpill but the more i get older im becoming more mgtow. Just see less and less of reason to be around women and start families even for cheap sex. However since adapting to finding my purpose and trying to become my "alpha" (most powerful self). Im confronting my demons/emotions finding the root causes of them head on. my anger ive had with friends and family mostly with my parents has distorted me from bigger picture in life. Lost a bunch of friends recently after black out aggressive night. Regardless of this happening i felt this needed to be done But i bit down and finally told my parents how much damage they caused me and how much ive been holding in all of the anger for years to keep peace and for who? Just kept me full of rage. Now i kinda feel burdenless like theres nothing to be said anymore very freeing and uplifting like a weight off my shoulders. But i feel alot more lonely cause the friends i since lost that were there for me in tough times arent now. And not sure if i want them back kinda want to be around like minded men into the things im into like finding purpose building cool ranches to have fun on with 4x4s dirtbikes and guns. Deff want to take on some cool hunting trips. And i want to beat my prissy high class father at golf make his bitch ass cry. Cause thats all he does and cares about. So anyway i guess my question is where do i go about finding redpill like minded men.