I have a trading nest egg.

I looked at my charts.

I said fuck it and went all in.

It wouldn't ruin my life to lose that money but it took time to get.

It was a fucking stupid move.

Like 10% research, 30% luck and 60% "fuck it"

It's up 30%

Wtf is going on with the stock market?

I feel guilty making an impulsive decision and benefiting from it.

I guess I can take on more risk because I don't have to support a family.

If I had nothing tomorrow I would be ok.

It's just fucking weird.