Hello there, I am currently in therapy dealing with trauma from an abusive relationship with a girl I dated a few years ago. A lot of things are coming up, but there's one that's been bothering me. One time, her and I were laying in bed naked together. We had had consensual sex about 30 minutes prior, and for one reason or another we get into some kind of argument. She deflects and insists on having sex. I repeatedly tell her no, as she gets on top of me and grinds on my genitals. I am partially erect but still insisting no, and she penetrates herself with me. I give up and just lay there unenthusiastically, as she rides me for what I remember to be 10-15 seconds. She realizes what she's doing and then stops. We never talked about it. She never apologized or seemed like she thought she did something wrong. My self-esteem was so low in that relationship that I never thought to confront her about it, or even entertain the idea that somehow I could be a victim. But reflecting on the dynamic of the relationship and how she always pushed my boundaries, I am starting to think I was raped. What do you all think?