It's really messing with me. The fact that because of my gender, I am seen as a subhuman. That I cannot be loved and valued for who I am. That I cannot be provided for simply for existing. That I cannot be chased or pursued. That I have to face extra barriers to find work. That I am expected to be a provider, an ATM. That I have to worry about loosing it all to start a family. That I am always seen as lesser, of less value and worth, simply because I am XY instead of XX.