The year is junior high. I had developed feelings for her, you know, she was intelligent and cute and so on. I told her how I felt, and she felt the same way as I did. Now, she never wanted to go on any dates, never wanted to speak at school, and only ever spoke with me online. We got along speaking in text, so it wasn’t too bad, except for I was too excited to understand that those were big red flags.

During Christmas break she wanted a break from the relationship. Ok, I said. Fast forward to spring semester, and what’s the first thing I see? I see her really going at it, kissing a bloke from class. This was really infuriating. Next day I asked her what the hell was going on. She put it simply as ‘you’re no longer interesting ‘.

Well, it wasn’t until a week later that I noticed people pushing me and saying hurtful things to me. I had never made any enemies, and for my entire year doing stuff like that was really strange. You see, this b**ch had taken screenshots and saved every image of everything I had sent to her.

She then edited certain part of these conversations to make it seem like I was verbally abusing her, ‘raping’ her online, and sending nude photos (yes, I sent nudes) without her consent. Because she was rather popular, people now treated me like shit because she knew she had the power to turn everyone against me.

I tried fighting back, but everyone, including the principal, and even my fucking parents, said that the evidence was clear and that I was the one at fault, even though I had literal proof on my SMS:s. I had never been treated so poorly by anyone, and the years to come after that were filled with anxiety and severe depression.

If you’re reading this Dulguun, I hope you have found a man that will treat you right and pay for your shitty lifestyle, as you began your nicotine addiction shortly afterwards junior high. I wish you nothing but the best. Fuck you.