So for you to really understand the context of the situation I'll have to briefly explain my history with this particular girl. About a month and a half ago i took this girl's virginity... she just turned 19 and i just turned 22. Since that point we have been fucking at least once every weekend as we are both in school and have hectic weekday schedules.

As time passed we sort of turned into a LTR and I started to gain more feelings for her... I believe I started to turn more and more towards my normal beta-ish behavior, such as telling her I love her a lot and texting her/seeing her much more often than I had been when I was just trying to fuck her. Starting about 2 weeks ago she started offering me up hypothetical like "what if I don't want to have sex any more" and similar stupid questions such as this, I thought she was just offering up shit tests like girls often do but apparently not.

Fast forward to a few days ago, I asked her if it still hurt her when we had sex because during our first few runs obviously she was very tight and we couldnt do much because it hurt her, but now im finally able to stroke her like normal. Anyways, after I asked the question she confided in me that she "doesn't feel anything after the first few minutes until we change positions" and she said the reason she asked if I was willing to stop having sex was because she "wasn't getting much out of it" even when I ate her out. Which I find strange because her legs quiver like any other girl I've been with and she says she doesn't know why that happens. At the end of the conversation she said that she wants to be abstinent for a while and if I can't handle that "since I value sex so much" we can still be together and I can "fuck girls on the side while we talk" but she says she won't fuck anyone else just talk to other guys if she likes them. She also said she wishes I would just be abstinent with her and we just both stay totally together.

I am really against the abstinence idea obviously, however, blue pill me started talking again and somehow I agreed that I would be abstinent with her up to a point of about 2 weeks. When I woke up in the morning with a fresh head and more sense I realized this was very stupid of me to agree to and I imediately started acting aloof towards her and not really responding to her texts and she showed a lot of signs of craving my attention,etc. In fact, she even called me and said "I need attention from you." Those exact words, but the problem is I don't know how to transition out of this sexless contract I seemed to have partially signed with her but since the relationship is early I'm hoping there is time to reestablish my alpha-ness in her eyes and take back the reigns.

We have a date planned Saturday to go by the lake and drink and just relax... today she asked me if we were still doing it and I said "Idk if we can still meetup cause I have a lot to do today." Should I cancel on her and go radio silent? What do you guys think?

edit: I have a nice sized dick & good stroke so idk what she means.....