Hey all,

Those who remember me may recall the guy who was obsessed with his ex. I did a lot of improvements over a long period of time, I became quite an Alpha in some ways on my college campus. Around seven months ago, I met an HB9 who is a big track star here and models quite seriously on the side. She’s by far the hottest girl on campus. She had a boyfriend of two years when I met her, and I subtly got to know her and played all the right cards.

Fast forward a month her and I are fucking like bunnies, inseparable, always hanging out together. Her roommates are encouraging her to break up with her boyfriend for me, and she tells me she wants to. Over Christmas break I go home to Europe, and her very roommates are snapchat messaging me that she was flirting with a guy and that nothing happened but it was disrespectful to me and that her and this guy went out to dinner. She told he roommates not to tell me, which they did, sent screenshots of her conversation. That hurt, but after this she broke up with her boyfriend for me. I realized that she was serious. I came back after break, and my demeanor had changed, I was mate guarding, saw guy’s names on her phone who were “just friends”. Following guys on Instagram, random snapchat, yeah, I became needy in short. However, she would return it back because I did. It wasn’t random shit I would do, I would have a reason to call her out on her bull shit, to which the dramatic lady she is, she would cry to her roommates about it labelling me a ‘controlling freak’. I hate some of her roommates, and they became a part of our relationship, and I told one of them to fuck off and ever since then she has been telling my girl lies about me and just always in the way. She managed to get the other roommates on the bandwagon too where they had an intervention to her and told her that we are unhealthy for each other.

Fast forward, she asked for a break, then after that we would see each other now and then, fuck, but she had a wall up, nothing was the same. She wasn’t emotional, she was distant. Now she is single, saying she can’t do this anymore, she can’t take the drama. That she ‘needs to find herself’. She came over to my house, we had goodbye sex I guess, told me that she thinks its best we don’t talk for a while, that her room mates are threatening to kick her out and not live with them next year if she doesn’t end it. I see her snapchat stories of her now at parties, with my team, my very friends hitting on her, driving her home, it makes me feel sick. I have entered a bit of state of anxiety right now. Graduating college as well, I am unsure about so many things in my life and what is next. I do want her to try and want to fix this, but I don’t know how to go about it.