Background:

-I've been with her more than a year (and then LDR 6 months, yeah, I know, but we see each other once a month)

-She's been my first kiss, my first fuck, my first all.

-She's all I could ask. Tradicional values, femenine, respect, hot, intelligent.

Problems:

-LDR: (we can only see each other each 1 or 2 months, or during summer). This wouldn't be a problem if the next two problems didn't exist.

-Marriage: We always talked about marriage and kids. Now I've realized I don't want get marriared (I know what happend to father), but I want kids, and talking about kids.

-Race: I'm aryan white, she's latina. At first I was fine with it because she had good values and ideology, and to me values, ideology > race. But then, after 7 months, we had to start a LDR because I moved 1000 km away for university, and then everything went to shit, the relationship was getting worse and worse. And now I've nearly lost all "love". And since we have such a bad relationship now and the "love" is kinda gone, race has become a problem.

And when I say "love" is gone, I mean that we fight all the time for nonsense and our relationship is worse each day.

Recap: LDR is shit and it's killing me. I don't want to get married and she wants. And I don't want mixed race kids.

Problem is, she's my first fuck and kiss, and we had awesome moments, we fight big but we also have a lot of fun and fucking awesome sex. My last year is filled with hundreds of good moments, but also bad moments.

Since I don't want mixed raced kids and marriage, I will break up with her (and the LDR is another reason).

Now, I will see her next week, but my final exams are in one months, and it wouldn't be a good idea to break up with her now, I will wait till summer, where we will be together 2 months and I will see my family and friends.

¿¿¿Should I break up with her when summer starts so I can get support from family and friends, or should I break up with her at the end of summer, after having a awesome summer(tons of sex that I only want to have with her, because I'm a LTR guy) with her and my friends, and then say "I want to break up, I do it now that things are good so we have a good memory of each other. Love you"???