I used to have a very high libido before i learned about blackpill, i used to daydream about females who i had/have no chance with, and masturbate everyday. It was also bothering me because i knew something was off with me since i received literally zero signals from girls in middle school and highschool. But i didn't understand what was going on.

So... 2022-2023 was my first year st university and there i experienced some brutal moments that introduced me to the blackpill community.

Firstly i had a crush on one of the girls in my class, which was a really stupid behaviour of me, and i got literally ignored by her outside of the class. We were cool in the class but outside of thr class it was like she didn't want to be seen with me. So once i realized that, it kinda started bothering me (of course) so i started connecting the dots, if you know what i mean. (my previous experiences in hs and other places).

As i said before, i had a very high libido but after this experience i couldnt masturbate for like 3 weeks. And after this i stopped watching porn because i realized that it is pointless.

After that i also made some other "experiments" and started observing my peers. Around january i got completely blackpilled and my behaviours has changed and my sex drive went downhill

Now the first year of Uni is over and i masturbate once a week but it's like i don't even wanna do it. The Quality of erection also went downhill.

If you are wondering i don't have a porn addiction, it's not like i'm porn free or something but i rarely watch porn, once or twice a month maybe.