Been married for 25 years and have two beautiful children. But haven’t been happy for along time. Haven’t been to a point I have had multiple affairs and done other things. I am at a point where I feel nothing towards her anymore and have been pulling away. But even as I do this my emotions are everywhere. But I don’t want to work at anymore. I also know if I want to stay married I will have to come clean about things and that will end it also. Feel like it might be better just to leave.