I miss her a lot, it's feel so hurtful that even though we both are alive yet we are dead for each other. It hurts to see that she chose a life without me in it when I love and miss her so much. Was it so easy to do that, I always thought she also loved me. How it doesn't affect her?

Situation in short: 3 years married, going through mutual consent divorce in India as she wanted it. No bad blood. She just said that she doesn't want to continue. Divorce will be finalized in 2-3 months.