I feel so defeated. Kind of want to end everything. Staying strong for my son but he might be better off without me . I lost everything. My house my life all money went to court and lawyers fees ( 16k) I been living in my car for 5 months and probably for another . When I pick up my son I have to go to my brothers house just so he has a place to sleep and every one thinks I’m an abuser . Even my own lawyer . I just don’t think this life is worth it anymore