I used to cook a ton when I was single and when I was married I mainly did the meats or we ordered out because I was tired from working so I was I didn’t want to cook and my ex wife (separated not divorce) just didn’t want to cook most of the time. I’m trying to remember my grandmother‘s recipe for chicken soup because my stomach got fucked up and I realize I can only make one kind of soup that she taught me every other soup taste like a rich white mom from a sitcom made it. So now I’m practicing because I enjoy feeding people. It’s weird having all this time to experiment with food, but I use my coworkers as test subjects so far they’ve liked two of the things I’ve made, which is only baleadas and flank steak with mashed potato. Also, is it normal to be losing so much weight after separating granted I’m going to the gym but I haven’t been there in a few days. I am eating a little bit less, but I’m just shredding weight.