I am hurting and doing things I wouldn’t normally do, I knowingly exchanged messages and photos with a married woman. I regret it, I liked the attention bc I haven’t gotten any form of sexual interaction since I’ve been separated 3 months ago and wayyyy before that. Yup I know I’m trash with no character let me have it. I ended up ending communications bc my conscious got the best of me, but it was after the fact. Too little too late. She said she talked to other dudes and that their husband cheated. But that doesn’t make what I did okay. I’ve failed my self and my own standards. I’m at my lowest point in life, no self esteem or respect anymore.