I have officially sent my lawyer their first payment installation and have started the divorce process. I feel both relieved and scared. I know there is still a long, uphill battle. It took me almost 8 months to get more financially and emotionally secure to start this process. I need support and encouragement that I am doing the right thing. I have offered my ex amicable divorce multiple times and she has ignored it. I offered mediation and this was ignored as well. With how terrible she has treated me during this separation,
I no longer see a pathway back to having a relationship with this person.