We had an agreement but the mediator didn't document it well enough and now it's murky about what the agreement actually was.

We are so close to the finish line and now she wants me to pay her spousal support out of my commissions at 18% which is a number I could never afford to pay and keep the house. It was the reason we NEGOTIATED NOT to do that and were trying to figure out what the right number was FOR MONTHS. She's stalled with every tactic she can and then blamed me for the process taking so long.

I've kept my mouth shut to protect myself, to keep her 'good' to work with me on the mediation. She cheated for years and I finally discovered it. It shook my world obviously.

She was a stay at home mom more or less...I did EVERYTHING because I worked from home and if chores weren't done she would rail on me. FUCK! I just want it to be done!

Narcs are the worst. She's not even sorry but never was so I didn't expect that.

I'm exhausted.