I had another one lastnight. I think it's my exposure to this toxic woman that brought it on. We had swimming lessons yesterday and she was acting all nicey nicely to other parents, like butter wouldn't melt. Knowing all the shit she's said to me in fights, it made me sick to watch this act. Or maybe she's like this in life, maybe this is the real person and I bring out this totally different demon. Idk. She talked to me for a while about the kids. Birthday parties, prezzies, behaviour, quality time. When I acted dis interested in talking to her she asked if I she had annoyed me...what? Why do you give a fuck? I just said no and we moved on the convo. I'm not your friend, you're evil, vile, horrible.

Anyways the rest of the night ensued and my current partner was upset at the fact I was in the presence of my ex while my kids were at swimming lessons. She invited herself, they are her kids, not like I had a choice. My partner also scraped their car so there is that as well. They went to bed early, upset about the day. I went to bed and was catapulted into my past life. I was living in a house with my ex and we were fighting, screaming, point scouring. Now I feel exhausted.

Sorry just rambling/ranting. No comments needed.