I been thinking about divorce for 2 years now after 7 years of issues. Been married for 13 years but since I decided to start taking babies steps like setting up a meeting with lawyer and admitting it to 2 people I trust. It feels like I took the rose colored glasses off. I really see the BS that I use to miss.

The family was talking about New Year’s resolutions and the kids talk about theirs and then I ask my wife. She goes thru all her goals then everyone goes quiet, no one asks me about mine and it hurt.

I started worked on my own tasks today and listening to music in headphones. Then she gets mad that I can’t hear her. I take out my headphones, she asks me a question then I start my music back up on my phone without headphones she gets mad that she has to hear it and can’t stand it. We don’t talk all day and the moment I put headphones in now is the time she wants to ask me random questions or have random comments she wants me to hear. Then plays it like I always ignore her.

I have the sniffles tonight cause of weather, she tells me if I keep sniffing tonight she isn’t coming to bed. I just responded with “who cares you haven’t came to be in 3 nights already, what’s new?”

I just keep seeing things differently now.

Has anyone else experienced this?