It's going on 3 months now. I lost everything and I mean everything. struggling to come to grips with it being over. My personal life, well there isn't one. I work a shit job. Im struggling with moving on. Seem like I'm stuck at step one. Thimgs aren't shaping up. Im losing weight and I'm praying that's all that I have right now. I'm faking being ok. For who I don't know. No one around me seems to give a shit. I still have to interact with her. We have kids, it's not so bad throughout the day. But late at night and first thing in the morning it's brutal. I'm trying to let go and trying to talk to another woman. I don't know what I should be doing or how far along I should be in the "process". Everyone I do talk to, says let it go. Then there are those who say just wait. Wait for what, wait hoe Long? My mind says move along my heart says fuckin slow down. I just don't know what I should be doing. I keep looking for a better job, something new to focus on. Three months isn't that long a period of time. But it truly feels like an eternity. I'm struggling with loneliness and lack of physical touch. Very worried about ending up alone. I know this is probably all different from what most of you folks are going through. I just don't know what to do.