So I heard wife talking to family friends today both husband and wife. She is being very predictable about how the judge will rule in our divorce trial coming up in two weeks and two days.

She is saying I'm busted, saying her attorney has all the evidence they need to prove I premeditated divorce. Blah! Blah! Blah! Judge has all the power etc. etc. Judge will take away my security clearance because I lied under oath. But she probably won't because she knows I need him to work for my alimony. I can go back in two years if I need my alimony adjusted. I ruined her financially.....I didn't do a joint will with her which I signed a contract to do. She has evidence. She has witness letters that I forced her to quit her job......

She is telling friends that now she is not staying at house because i'm freaking out over this.

All this after I gave this woman everything she wanted!!!!!

I just need positive vibes that I will get through this month.....