Through becoming closer with a friend of mine, who has become increasingly loyal and helped me on the pathway to self-improvement, I have also begun to read the Red Pill and Rational Male articles he has shown me.

They make the world look like a much darker, more savage place but sadly, I have nothing to prove them wrong. EG hypergamy, the thing about not showing commitment and genuine love to women etc. A lot of redpillers would argue that you turn yourself into the 'beta male' by opening up emotionally to women, because that way they don't have the anxiety of losing you, which makes you less valuable. I wish I could doubt this but unfortunately, literally all of my experiences with dating/sex have confirmed this.

As an example, my last relationship was on a downward spiral already due to my ex-girlfriend's stresses and my own mental health issues. She finally opened up about the way she basically didn't trust me to stick around and commit to her. I told her that I did want commitment and explained why and surely enough, within weeks of this conversation, the vibe only got worse. She gave up on me and we were done. Prior to that, in the first half of our time together, she was very into me, almost couldn't keep her off me, would always find a reason to be together when she could. I started returning that affection and the descending slope began.

I can't see any logical way of disproving red pill theory now. I think that's it. There is no sincere love. Prove me wrong if you can, please...