Not really sure if this is right sub to explain this but anyway the red pill took a extreme mental toll on my life. The ideas and beliefs that women have easy lives, always have men chasing them or “beta male orbiters”. “She can go from a 5 to an 8 with makeup or plastic surgery”. “She can make 10-15k a month on only fans”. The more and more I get into the redpill I started to envy women. I started to wish I was a woman or a rich attractive man( whichever is easier). I understand women have their issues but so do I. I often get judged a lot being a 6’4 black guy and old ladies avoiding me and people not speaking to me. It feels like I have to put in extra effort for every little tiny thing in life while others have it handed to them. I wish I could express myself and have a better social support system. But these redpill thoughts keep getting drilled in every time I struggle with dating or making money or have a better life in general. I know that this is long but any tips or advice.