Long story short, my 12-year-old-boy self fell in the rabbit hole, realized the harm that these ideologies possesses, spent a long time to “recover”, then became normal again. What im curious about is that was my change in worldview common to anyone who was sucked into these type of content? Because the strange thing is i had never turned out to be a misogynist like i assume most would, instead, i became extremely hostile to anything masculine or male-related and found myself subconciously trying to justify and fantasize about atrocities that happened to men bc i hate the fact that they can even exist to make these videos, especially during my “recovery process”. Im mostly normal again right now, but was this common?