Hey everyone! It's been a long time since the last time I posted here. Long story short: I quit the Redpill almost one year ago and I started dating here and there and also went to therapy. I ended up in a long term relationship with a girl I get along with very well and whom with I share many interests, I also met her at work (we work at a non-profit NGO) so we are in constant communication. We were very in love and had a couple of arguments or disagreements but nothing severe, and despite my initial shyness, sex was amazing, and also I should mention she also loves me like no other woman has loved me, and is decided to commit, just as I am. I noticed a change in her behavior since the beginning of this year, actually since we were both chosen as part of the organization's Executive Board. Here's where everything starts taking a bitter turn. First thing that caught my attention is that there is a man who's part of the executive board too whom I've been friends with although we don't get along that much, as well as another girl and we decided to form a group between us just to act and talk more freely, in a friendly manner. We are very open to each other and sometimes discuss sexual topics in the most natural way possible, but I've noticed my gf and that friend have had a closer approach, he hugs her or puts his hand on her shoulder or his arm around her neck and that makes me uncomfortable, and that triggered many redpill memories and learnings I thought I left behind. I discussed that with my girlfriend and that I'm being jealous about that, and she told me I don't have to worry, as she considers him to be like a younger brother to her and I'm like "hmmm, ok, I guess I just have to chill out". In the last couple of months I've noticed her libido deteriorating and her willingness to do things as well, including a couple of things like going out for a walk, and so many more things. I finally talked to her and asked her if there was something wrong and decided to open up: she doesn't find any meaning in what she's doing anymore, nothing interests her, and other couple of things that seem like clear signs of depression and anxiety. She ended up going to therapy and I told her I would show my full support to her. However, she's been showing very flaky, doesn't respond as usual and when I text her to know how her day was she's been flaky as well or avoids talking about the topic, and sometimes I feel like she contradicts herself, which is something I've never experienced before. She talked about one of her therapy sessions, and found out the root of this problem was a man abusing her last year (she wanted him to stop penetrating her but he kept doing it and then ghosted her). After pondering for some days I've been thinking about the kind of girl I'm having a relationship with, or even if I'm prepared for having a long term relationship. She has many flaws I've ignored or just noticed, like low self esteem, disorganization, and attachment issues, and she also comes from a more conservative upbringing than mine, and had a past of playing with men and refusing to have sex with them just to boost her ego, although she told me I am the first serious relationship she's ever had, and her parents are very glad I'm with her and I'm glad she's finally taking therapy and seeking help, but I realize that she has many problems to solve in her head. She's been super kind to me to the point I feel guilty I can't totally reciprocate her treatment, either due to not having this intuition for reading social cues and therefore having "tact" or for not having enough money (I'm a student and I work for this organization, and also I'm selling homemade candies to pay transport and food, I can't take another job because of my role at this non-profit and what it would mean to my career). I've also gained some weight recently but she says she doesn't care about it, I'm just recently starting to work out again. Do you have any advice on this? What would be the best thing to do? Sometimes I think she may be cheating on me, because she's shown her compromise in other places like work but is not replying to my messages or anything like that, I'm even losing some interest in texting her or inviting her someplace because I know I will get no response. I know she's depressed and would like to support her, but what do you recommend me to do? Any advice?