What would a red pilled man feel on his death bed?

How can you tell if they really mean it when they say they will change?

SO I wrote here a month ago that I left my husband and now he calls crying. I dont answer and he leaves messages. I hurt so much for him but Im not going back to all that unless I know hes changed. I dont know how to tell if he has. He says hes sorry and cant go on without me and that he will be a better man and that he knows I deserve better. He admits he put me through hell and he doesnt know why he did it. He says he hates that he nearly broke me and now hes broken, on and on good sounding stuff. I just dont know if I can trust him. I see he is alone and becoming almost as depressed as he made me for 2 years. I dont want him to hurt but I dont want to be hurt anymore either. He says he doesnt want to die alone Surrounded only by nurses, there only because they are paid to do it, and probably will be a woman. It got me thinking, what will it be like for red pilled men when they are at the end of life? maybe a few friends there, maybe. Probably not their kids, who would want to be around a father who treated their mother like garbage all her life? I wonder if they ever think about that.