Throwaway account for obvious reasons. But this is no joke. I am in a relationship with a great lass but I was feeling down about myself and doubting the relationship. As I normally do, I took to the internet for advice and came across TRP.

Now a little bit about myself. I am in my early twenties and am studying at uni. I have grown up being a family/happiness first money/possessions second kind of guy. This means that I would rather do a job I love doing for less money than do something that makes me miserable for more. One of my main goals in life has always been the "white-picket fence" dream. A great wife and kids. I am a child of divorce and it was really messy growing up this way. It was so bad that my biggest fear in life has been fucking up the same way my parents did and putting my future kids through the same thing.

Anyway I come across TRP and for some reason a lot of what they were saying seemed true. There are definitely good things in there like improving yourself, but the things that stood out to me was the idea that marriage is a terrible idea and no woman will ever love you like you want to be loved. That modern day marriages don't work anymore because women don't need to rely on men anymore and can easily divorce their husband and take him for everything. That it all may seem good at the start of the relationship but all women lose attraction for their husbands.

This struck me in a real bad way. I spent the whole day feeling sick to my stomach. I thought I had swallowed "TRP" and realised that everything I wanted in life was a facade and that I no longer had a purpose in life. I was so fucking miserable that I was considering ending it all.

Thank god I came across TheBluePill because it made me come to my senses. It now seems so stupid that I believed that shit. I believe there are still some good attraction tips in there that are healthy for all males, but majority of it is toxic and seems to ignore all the happy marriages out there. Here's to being a 'beta'.