I've been on quiet a few dates with a man that I've already dated in the past but there is something that bothers me. When I'm with him, I forget everything and it's nice, we have fun etc. But the second I'm headed home, I feel a sort off emptiness, anxiety and tension and overall unease. This is only when I'm alone.
I've had this feeling before with a man and turned out he was emotional unavailable and these feelings were indeed my intuition but instead of listening to it, I just turned to him asking him questions like 'What is wrong?' etc, he led me on for 2 weeks straight saying there was nothing wrong and then broke up with me.
Since I also struggle with codepedent tendencies I have a hard time figuring out what these feelings want to tell me? Do I need to give him a chance to open up more emotionally? (I've seen him for over a month now) Is my body warning me?
I dont know what to do I'm just feeling very confused about this situation. I also feel that I'm very 'LOVE ME LOVE ME' so that I'm putting myself into pickmeisha mode