After being a giant pickmeisha I stumbled upon FDS and I try to implement what I read here. But I met this guy I like...we go to the same university. He helps me with my schoolwork and when I run into him we talk a lot. However, he never messages me online. We have to work from home more due to covid so sometimes I don't see him for days and when I message him about schoolwork he always responds and when I then try to talk further I have to ask questions cause he doesn't ask me anything or ask how I'm doing. Also sometimes he says something about a certain topic and then I share something about myself but he doesn't respond to that. He has autism so online conversation is maybe hard. But I notice I become pickmeisha again with trying to initiate online conversation besides questions about schoolwork. And it does not matter if he does not show interest because of autism or something else. I deserve attention and someone who is interested....so I need to stop!!! Sorry, I just wanted to put this out here to get back on track with my pickmeisha recovery. How do you get back on track with things like this?