I had a fwb relationship with a male 10 years older than me who didn’t respect me at all and I canceled it. A few years I got really bored and lonely and he hit me up and I said why not. I didn’t even enjoy myself because I truly didn’t want to be there I just needed a small get away. while I’m there he tells me about his ex and how he did all this for her meanwhile he has never did anything for me but not shocking...he only hit me up for sex and I would ignore but I caved in for some reason.

I mean I really couldn’t care less about it but I hate how I let myself do that and get used. Boredom and loneliness is a bitch. I’ve since learned my lesson but I can’t help thinking about how someone had a leg up on me like that..or how I let it happen.