For the past 5 years, I've been in multiple abusive relationships and my mother was emotionally/mentally abusive all my life. I developed depression when I was 12 and it just never went away. I don't have hobbies anymore, I don't really like talking to friends, and I can't even talk to my boyfriend. I want to get back to normal and have my own life, I want to have hobbies again, but nothing makes me happy. My boyfriend is the only thing really that makes me happy but he hasn't been talking to me much so I'm on my own. Can I please get some advice?