I know that no man will forever stay with me. I dont expect it anymore, people chase their pleasure, romance comes and goes and connections become stale and the craving for something new arises. It is the natural course of things and I am not going to fight it, I am going to work with it as best as I can to achieve the maximum amount of pleasure and benefit no matter the circumstances. Yes, he might love me now but what about a few months or years down the line, people change with the options they get, and who wants to settle for a man with no options? It would be a poor deal, and even in this circumstance he would eventually find a woman with low enough standards to fuck or exchange his partner with. So I am going to go for the best men possible and not settle because my faith will be the same just far worse when I make a poor choice.

I still aim to marry and my loss of faith in the romantic utopia doesn't make me blind to the benefits of commitment and marriage or an advocate for open relationships.

Ladies, always prepare for the worst then you can enjoy the good times while they last and come out on top even if it all should fall apart.