This probably doesn’t have much to do with men’s issues but here goes. I saw a movie last night and it actually made me a bit teary eyed (The Girl Next Door). You might find it a bit goofy but I actually thought it was well crafted. I cried a bit last night and couldn’t sleep. I think I only got about four hours. 

I’ve only been awake for three hours and I’m still crying. I guess maybe I just haven’t cried in a while. Idk. It just reminded me of how I don’t have a lot of fond memories of hs, college and after. I haven’t even came to visit any of these places which I later found out from a doctor that’s it was a factor of PTSD. I used to be involved in a church too. While I have fond memories, I certainly have some pretty bogus and messed up ones there as well. 

I just wanted to share all of this. I tried sharing something similar on the other mens subreddit but they only allow this type of stuff two days of the week (I mentioned how I thought I might have body dysmorphia). I figured this would be a better place for it. Idk. Anyways, I gonna try to walk this off since my eyes are starting to hurt. If anyone wants me to elaborate more, I’d be happy to. Hope everyone is doing well.