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Adderall is a crutch for sure. Check out "Take Your Pills" on Netflix. It's really quite the shocking scandal with the Pharmaceutical industry.
As far as depression goes... I have major depressive disorder. I've been on the meds. I've seen the doctors. I've talked. Meh, it was all bullshit IMO. There isn't anything that can cure sheer existential horror. To deal with it I've made major lifestyle changes. Diet, exercise, supplements, special routines, etc... This has done far more for it than any pill I was given.
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I agree. It's a bitch. It's such a haunting feeling really.
My brain never really stops thinking, unless I'm high or meditating. I'm always teasing with the puzzle of the Universe. Trying to figure it out, what the point is, how it works, etc... It started when I was 9. I asked my science teacher "What's outside of the universe?" never got a good answer.
Then I ran into Quantum Physics, and my brain exploded. I thought I'd finally get some good answers about things, but things only got even stranger. The lowest level of physics just doesn't make any rational, logical sense. The observations should be impossible, but they are replicated. Of course nobody tells you about any of this; the idea that we just happened to pop out of some random explosion a few billion years ago and live in a "pool ball" dumb universe is the popular party line, but of course it isn't true.
Then sometimes I come up with thought problems to fuck myself up with. The latest one I accidentally discovered was the "Recursive Simulation Problem." There have long been theories that we are living in a simulated universe, or potentially a holographic one... The RSP is if you were to "wake up" from that simulation experience, how would you know you were actually in the "real world", and not just another level of simulation? And that, is existentially horrifying to me.
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In my view, depression is a human tragedy that is made worse by a stunning excess of ego and lack of professionalism from mental health professionals. They feed this idea that people are helpless to treat their depression and that pills and therapy are front line treatments.
A healthy diet, social interaction, adequate sleep, and vigorous exercise are all known to be crucial to mental health, yet that was mentioned exactly 0 times by any of the counselors I worked with. They all insist that (expensive) therapy and pills are needed. I'm so incredibly thankful that I learned how to treat my anxiety much like you do, else I'd still be a nervous wreck paying hundreds of dollars a month for the mental equivalent of a placebo.
There are certainly instances when medication and therapy are needed, but not for a first line general treatment.
The careerism and arrogance of psychologists and therapists ruins lives, and it really pisses me off. So while your ex may be using depression as an excuse, I don't blame her, I just feel sorry for her.
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