I got married. To a girl in another country, helped her get into the states. As soon as she got her green card. she was out fucking my friends. I was looking around Semen retention posts as I’ve been practicing it a while and this subreddit came up.

I’m slowly rebuilding my life from scratch. My money drained. I bought her everything from socks to underwear to winter clothes. Sent money to her family.

I got inside my car and left the state I was in out of embarrassment. I drove from one coast to another coast. I don’t know anyone but I know I don’t ever want to be in a relationship and wishing I came across this much earlier in my life.

Rebuilding my life from scratch I look deep inside myself and realize that at heart I am a lone wolf and fuck these thots. I never seen it coming. pretty eyes, smelling nice, intoxicating voice. Now all I see is a form of seduction to drain me for everything I am worth only to spit me out.

I always noticed married men as depressed and the women talking to them as if they were a child. What is this world that I had never noticed, I thought predators and prey existed in the jungle.