More and more I hate girls. With a serious passion. I've even started to find them ugly. I actually saw a gonewild post that made me say yuck out fucking loud. And the entitlement they feel just for existing? Fuck out of here with that bullshit. I saw a bull dyke on pof and actually thought, well at least she's not trying to fool anybody, just as ugly on the outside as they are on the inside. As a 26yr old man looking for some meaning to all of this stuff we call life, it's hard to keep pushing. I'm a drunk on the weekends because I can't stand to be alone in my head, and my job is all that gives me purpose and meaning Monday-Friday. I guess some people would call it an existential crisis. It's really hard as an Army vet to see just how far I've let my own life slide into this black pit. I used to be somebody, I used to have value. Thanks for letting me vent a bit.