Hi MGTOW people. I would say I have officially become a MGTOW now and I feel enlightened.

Here's a little bit about myself.

I'm 24 years old, I've had quite a few relationships in my time, always been the nice guy in all of them. Only now though, have I began to realize something. Women actually do hate nice guys and love bad boys and people who are narcasistic.

You would think now that because I know this, I could easily pursue a new relationship and take on a new persona of "I don't care about you, I'm my own man sort of thing".

The thing is however, I'm not sure why, but I'm almost disgusted at females now. Male gender just seems in more ways logical than a females. I'm not mysoginistic in the slightest, just turned off by women in general. It's like I don't even want to engage in new relationships or form any because I know what women are like.

Is it unhealthy to be almost repulsed by females just because of a few shitty relationships? Or is it something that will eventually pass over time?

I feel better now though and I have been focusing even more on self-improvement in terms of diet, fitness and learning new skills. I can almost say that I don't even miss chasing females and I almost find it a waste of time. But is this healthy? From a biological standpoint, aren't I going against what my actual purpose is? To procreate and continue my name. It just seems like in the 21st century, most women sleep around and just don't care anymore, so why should I?

I would appreciate the thoughts of you guys who maybe have went through something similar to what I have gone through and just thoughts and ideas.

Thank you.

PS. Thankfully reading a lot of stories on MGTOW regarding older gentlemen being assfucked from marriage; I have purposively made it my goal to never get married as the cost benefit analysis is just not worth it at all. I might one day end up having children (although very turned off at the idea seeing as there's millions of orphans and the world is overpopulated beyond belief and is only looking to get worse) I will never get married in this current reality as it's way too much of a financial and mental risk for myself.