Hey. I am 25 year old who has a good personality, funny(was told so), muscular body with 10% body fat, well paid job , a nice car, above average penis(probably big), nice symmetrical face, and full thick hair. I must be so popular with girls .. right?

Wrong. My height is 5'3. Girls treat me like a subhuman. I had to pay to a prostitute at 22 to lose my virginity because not even 4'10 girls gave me a chance. Just one flaw in me and I am treated like shit. After years of rejection and humiliation I decided to go monk mode. Anyone here who is Monk mode? How do you deal with morning woods and periods where you are thirsty? Does your libido decrease after a while? Do you have any tips for me?