Anyone remember that John Carpenter's movie? When a common guy finds a special glasses which allow him to see what "the real" world look like. And to see that part of humans around him are not actually humans, but ugly aliens with faces like skulls and teeth like weird deep fishes have.

That's exactly what is happening to me since I swallowed Red Pill. I look at beautiful woman and don't notice her beauty, but instead I notice all those small details revealing her true nature; like tattoos on her neck and her sacrum, piercing on her belly button, her vicious smile and other signs of what an elite slut she is, and that is sometimes so disgusting that I even can't stand near such 'common women' when using public transport, can't seat near them without a feeling of an urgency to step back, go to another wagon or leave out. I don't hate them, I just feel the same as if faced a snake or toxic toad. Disgust, and an urgent need to just pass by as quickly as possible, avoid, avoid, avoid.

Much worse, if such being near you opens her mouth talking by phone or not; especially if talking to another toad like her, joking about their last night in the club, or recent sex events, or shopping or travels. Seems that it ends the list of what supposed to fill their tight corrupted minds. So I look at such women and feel myself like that man from "They live" movie... Although he could remove his glasses, and I can't. And sometimes you can't just avoid such women because they are your colleagues at work. And you have to hear their dirty, foul laughs behind you, their vicious voices, to see their absolutely confident, imprudent look of a well-fed, well-fucked animal who feels to have all the cream and joy in life. I see how they prevail in this world, see through them how corrupted and sick this world is. And for me it's sometimes too much of an experience. It's overwhelming and painful to have such point of view on this world. Sometimes I want to raise my head and cry, cry to the heavens that I have to live in the world like this. Especially when I remember my parents and my neighbours, who were honest, good people, with hard, but somewhat rewarding life of old ways, who sticked with one partner for an entire life - and strangely enough in this sick world - had happy families, from one of which I am.

I left my last toxic "long term relationships" just half of a year ago, completely ruined and knackered. And while reading MGTOW posts and comments, I was able to partially recover, to realize how pathetic were my tries to just have a good humble life my relatives live. It's impossible, the world has changed. I have to move on, but first steps are so painful guys. So painful to leave illusions you used to have for an entire life, and to see harpies around you instead of good honest girls you have looked for before. To have a MGTOW glasses you cannot remove after you first put them on. And to see that They Live.

P. S. > Sorry for possible mistakes, English is not my native language, but I tried my best. And thank you for this community, for this hospital of truth.